The Powwow at the End of the World Difficulty Essay

It’s not very often that a reader can be confused by a piece of writing before he or she even reads the first word. However, with Sherman Alexie’s poem, The Powwow at the End of the World, that was exactly my case. The very first word of the title, Powwow, was one that already gave me difficulty. One reason for this is because I barely knew, if even at all, what a powwow was. The word has been tossed around in conversation, used to describe a get-together, or even used to mock a group of people hanging out, yet its true meaning or purpose was not common knowledge to me. Another reason is that I have no experience with powwow’s, or any native american traditions or celebrations. I come from an upper-middle class Polish family in Naperville, Illinois, and even though my state of residence is named after a native american tribe, that is the extent of my knowledge about it. 

After filling in the gap regarding my knowledge of powwows, (it is either a sacred ceremony with singing and dancing, or a term for conference or a meeting with discussion), I began reading. After an initial read of the poem, the first thing that stood out to me most was how Alexie starts each sentence with “I am told by many of you that I must forgive and so I shall…” I originally took this as the author succumbing to the requests of his audience, that he should forgive those who have wronged him. I interpreted the ones asking for forgiveness as the whites who stole land from the Natives, which invalidated my conclusion that Alexie was giving in to the requests of the audience. 

Alexie follows the first person statement at the beginning of each sentence with a detail that is very unlikely to occur. For instance, he mentions he shall forgive “after an Indian woman puts her shoulder to the Grand Coulee Dam and topples it.” While I have no knowledge of how strong or large the Grand Coulee Dam might be, I had difficulty interpreting this due to my conceived notion that this entire poem revolved around forgiveness. I thought this poem served almost as an olive branch, or an idea that forgiveness is inevitable even in response to the great evils committed against Native Americans. Quite frankly, that perspective was ignorant. Alexie contrasts his forgiveness with an action that is nearly impossible to occur, such as a single woman toppling an entire dam, in order to show that it will take more than asking for forgiveness to actually forgive. 

Alexie continues the pattern of the first half of each sentence while continuing to contrast it with more imagery and unlikely scenarios. However, while the image of a woman attempting to destroy a dam is rather self-explanatory, other descriptions were harder to understand. Alexie makes numerous references to the land and rivers, stating he shall forgive “after the flood waters…cause all of it to rise…” soon followed by, “after that salmon swims upstream, through the mouth of the Columbia and then past the flooded cities, broken dams and abandoned reactors…” After my first read, I missed that this was a chain reaction of events. One woman toppling a dam causes all of the other events that Alexie describes, each becoming less tangible and more surreal. I became frustrated that I could not comprehend why Alexie would build off each event with an even harder event to analyze, but it speaks to the depth of the poem. I realized that the speaker of the poem is undoing all the injustices levied against Native Americans. The dams that once contained their rivers are toppled, the fish that once could not swim upstream are free, and the cities and reactors that plagued the Natives’ lands were now wiped out. This is when I realized that the poem was not at all about a willingness to forgive, but rather forgiveness only when wrongs are undone. In this case, Alexie references extremes to show how unwilling he is to simply forget the horrors that those are asking him to forget.

At the end of the poem, Alexie shifts his focus to how the world will be after these evils are undone. Following his repeated first half of each sentence, he mentions that the salmon bring three stories: one of how to pray, one to make them laugh, and one to give them a reason to dance. This further complicated the poem for me because of how drastically different its tone is from the beginning of the piece. Alexie started by mentioning that forgiveness will come after the destruction of that which inhibits Native Americans and their culture, but now the speaker seems almost hopeful. I also didn’t understand the reference to the salmon bringing these three gifts, but after a quick search, it turns out that salmon are sacred in Spokane culture, seen as immortal, and bring gifts. (Was it cheating to search for that? I don’t think so.) 

Lastly, Alexie’s last sentence at the end of the poem states “I am told by many of you that I must forgive and so I shall when I am dancing with my tribe during the powwow at the end of the world.” While his sentence makes it rather clear that there will be no forgiveness until the lives and land of these Natives are returned to how they were before, as a reader I am left questioning Alexie’s choice to end the poem this way. He broke the tone of the second half of the poem by mentioning that this powwow will happen “at the end of the world.” This reference usually implies destruction and the ceasure of all society, and would fit with the author’s attitudes at the beginning of the piece, rather than after detailing the three gifts of the salmon and the reunification of his people. 

Overall, my main sources of difficulty with this poem came from a lack of knowledge regarding a culture as well as a heavy bias towards my first-read interpretation. As a reader, it was interesting to see how I limited my understanding of a poem just because I did not pick up on certain aspects or ideas during my initial reading. This is something that I have long struggled with, and in the world of timed writings and timed assessments, my brain tries to run with the first idea that comes to mind, rather than taking the time to break a piece down and work through its difficulties. While I struggled to understand Sherman Alexie’s Powwow at the End of the World, as a reader I will continue to work line by line to notice poetic devices and techniques that lead the way to understanding and meaning. 

Quesa Birria Tacos: My Newest Culinary Feat

Many of you who are close to me know that I love to cook. It is one of my passions, often hidden from the outside world. While I have been heavily cooking since freshman year, the largest jump in both my success and abilities was definitely between junior and senior year. I believe a large part of this is due to the COVID-19 pandemic (a silver lining, perhaps?). When the world originally shut down, I know we all were forced to spend a little more time with our families than we would have liked, as headstrong, independent teenagers. However, my way to stay sane despite their ubiquitous presence was to cook with them. I tackled new techniques or recipes that I never had attempted before (I wonder if Ms. Hitzeman ever tried the risotto recipe I sent her), and perfected basic skills such as rapidly mincing herbs, or creating homemade spice rubs.

Along with this explosion of time to cook, I began doing more research into types of cuisine that I previously was unfamiliar with. I wanted to try to perfect culinary classics that you wouldn’t first think of when you thought of, for instance, Mexican food. Sure, we all think of tacos, burritos, guacamole, and more, but Quesa Birria was a dish completely unbeknownst to me. I came across it late one night on YouTube, when Nick DiGiovanni (third place contestant on Fox’s MasterChef) made a thirty-second video on how to turn the traditional Quesa Birria stew into pan fried tacos.

http://youtu.be/zYuiE2Tk8rQ

After watching this video, the following morning I added the ingredients needed to my mom’s grocery list, and waited. Fast forward two days, and it was time to make them for dinner. The meat, a cheap cut called chuck roast (used for pot roast), had to be marinated in the “stew” mixture for 12 hours overnight. It contained ingredients I had never worked with, such as Ancho and Pasilla chiles, Mexican Oregano, and Oaxaca (wah-haak-kah) cheese. Thankfully, my Vitamix could handle blending up whole tomatoes, chilies, onions, and the other ten ingredients.

After marinading the beef, it required six hours in the oven. Besides making your entire house smell amazing, little happened. When the meat came out, there was a thick layer of melted fat on the top. SAVE this for later! After shredding the beef, you are supposed to dip your tortillas in this layer of fat to then fry in a skillet on high heat! This will save you the use of oil, and keep your tortillas flavorful. After putting both the meat and cheese on the frying tortilla, fold it over, and then finish it off on the other side. Garnish with white onion and/or cilantro and you’re done after that! (Sadly, I did save any photos of the final product, but the one below is pretty much how it looked. The short YouTube video above also demonstrates what it looks like!)

I highly recommend you try this recipe for yourself. It requires little physical labor, but it is just a lot of ingredients. If you are looking to expand your culinary interests, make it for dinner for your family one night! I promise you they will love it. If you enjoy these cooking blogs, let me know. I’d love to keep sharing recipes or tricks that I have learned myself just from watching videos and practicing. Enjoy! Below is my stained, tattered recipe…that’s how you know you’re doing it right!