Dear future me,
It’s currently Thursday, April 23rd. 10:07 pm. I’m sitting on the couch, something that I’ve been doing a lot lately, especially now since the governor ordered everyone in Illinois to quarantine themselves. It’s crazy. I talk a big game about how much I hate school and wish it were over but I never thought that it would end like this. I miss my friends, I miss my daily routine, I miss the familiar faces I used to see in the halls. I even miss some of my teachers. I’m just glad we’re able to have prom and graduation. I know some people aren’t granted that luxury anymore, so I’m thankful we have that. I believe that everything happens for a reason and I pray that when this virus is over, we can see how much we take things (and people) for granted.
During this time off, I’ve developed a new skill. Baking!: Chocolate chip cookies, Brownies, Cheesecake, Banana pudding. You name it. I won’t be shocked if I walk out of quarantine 20 lbs heavier. Future Dejah Promise you won’t gain the Freshman 15 in college. I know you like to eat, but try to watch your calorie intake lol. I also have a rather unhealthy obsession with binge-watching movies and TV shows. My current obsessions are the following: Love is Blind, Sex Education, I am not okay with this, Parasite, 13 going on 30, and Love, Rosie. Highly recommend all of these movies/t.v shows. Perfect for lockdown.
Things I want to start doing during quarantine:
WORKING OUT: I work out better when there is an instructor present. However, I have to learn how to be my own instructor if I want to lose weight from all my baking escapades.
PAINTING: I can paint really well, I just haven’t had the time due to the enormous amount of school work that I’ve been given.
READING: It’s been a long time since I picked up a book for fun. I would love to do that again.
CLEANING: As much as I’ve been avoiding this, I can’t ignore it forever. I HAVE to clean my room. It’s gotten so bad that I’ve started sleeping on the couch because there’s so much stuff everywhere. Not cute.
2020 will definitely be a year that I will never forget, but I have hope for the future and know that I’ll get through this hard time. Before I end this letter, Here’s a little message to my future self.
You have come such a long way and I am so proud of you. You got into your dream college and by the time you reread this, you may be in your dorm room with your roommate (who will hopefully be a lifelong friend of yours) enjoying the freedom of adult life. I hope you know how to cook now! (baking and using the air fryer doesn’t count). Don’t be scared to put yourself out there. I know you don’t trust many people anymore, but I know that you have better judgment now and you will pick the right people to be in your life. I really hope you’re healthy and happy and loving college life. Always remember that you are smart, kind, and have such a big heart. Please don’t let the world harden it.
Sincerely,
Your past self
The recipes are so good! hope you enjoy:))))