First Semester Senior Year Reflection

I feel like this semester was different for me compared to all the previous ones. The first few days of the school year was actually the most fun I’ve had in school for a long time. Of course we didn’t have a lot of homework or any assessments yet, but I had fun meeting my old friends in my new schedule and just being able to relax

in school just doing introductory activities. I took the start of this year very easily, just doing what I needed to do like my homework, studying/preparing for assessments, and participating in my clubs. Since my classes this year doesn’t have as much of a workload compared to last year, I had a lot more time to relax and do my own things at home.

However, in the middle of September, I suddenly fell ill from a sickness I never found out what it was. When I went to the doctor, all they did was test me for Covid but I was negative so that wasn’t really helpful. Anyway, I was pretty much out cold for an entire week. My days were spent sleeping, taking medicine, watching something while I ate and talking online until I get tired. At the end of the week, I wasn’t even fully recovered, but just good enough to go to school. At this point I already had to catch up on a week of school since I wasn’t able to get any work done while I was ill, so I knew that I couldn’t afford to miss any more days of school. 

When I go back to school when I’m still sick, I’m sure this is very relatable. Every time I cough I was very conscious of the amount of noise it makes, especially since the time period was right after the Covid

pandemic. Even worse was that the cough stayed for like an entire month to the point where I went to the doctor again, and this time got antibiotics that I don’t know if they really helped. But in the end it was just the passing of time for the cough to go away to how I am now. Back on the topic of school, I had to spend another entire week just to catch up on math, and then spent the next week catching up on my other classes, which was manageable since they didn’t have that much of a workload. 

However, at that point of time, the college applications early action deadline was only a few weeks away, so I was still very busy writing all of them after catching up on my academics. Speaking of college applications, I never knew how much research can go into them. Specifically for the why your major and why at this school supplemental, I first researched information about my major and companies where I could use my degree in. It was only cuz of it that I’m now familiar with big companies I might also be interested in working for in the future. Then I researched about the classes and research programs each school had to offer, and there were way more research programs than I would think there would be. So I had to narrow them down on the ones that relate the most to my major. 

After researching was putting it all together. I created a list of words I thought would be good and used them in all my supplementals. In fact, after writing the first one I was essentially just copy pasting the different classes and research programs into the same format. Moreover, for the other supplementals they made me think about things in my life that I didn’t see it as that way before. In particular, about how my interest in foreign music and having online friends led me to learn more about other countries and cultures. 

Now away from academics and things related to college applications, I learned to value my friends more, especially since this is our last year together. I always take them for granted just in my classes but this year and last summer I’ve started to value them more outside of school. From just hanging out at a friend’s house to going to hotpot, these experiences are going to be the one I value in the future, not my academics. My biggest piece of advice for new seniors is to basically pretend that senioritis doesn’t exist. It essentially became my excuse for slacking off in school when I should’ve kept trying my best like I did last year. Next semester, although during which college decisions will have came out, I’m still going to try my best in all my classes to finish the year strong. Although it may not matter in the grand scheme of things, no matter what, doing well in school is still good not only for your grades but for your mental health. 

3 Responses

  1. amnguyen2 December 20, 2022 at 4:58 pm |

    Alan,

    I also remember this sickness! That was a wild time, having to study multiple MVC modules in one day.

    Talking online? To some discord kittens? I thought you said you didn’t facetime them….

    I also cringe every time I have to cough… it feels the same as punching someone in the face personally.

    I also ended up copy and pasting a lot of my essays… it’s bad when I start a new school I go in with the mindset how can I copy and paste so I have less work to do?

    I like your final retrospective part… the first chunk of your blog read to me as really fast in the best of ways, like an immersive story.

    I think stepping back to think about things is always helpful… we oftentimes get too caught up in the grindset of school and need a bit of a break.

    I felt as though I was different, instead of projecting senioritis I’ve just felt burned out for a long time… maybe even since chapter 10 mvc…

    I’ll take some steps back second semester, as I hope you will too. Mornings with mvc can really take a toll on your mental health…

    Looking forward to hotpot this Thursday!.
    -Max

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  2. vvvaid December 21, 2022 at 3:40 am |

    Hey Alan,

    I remember exactly what week you are talking about when you fell sick. I think Mrs. Hitzeman had put us into new groups, and for the entire week you had straight up not been at class. Glad to see that you recovered from the experience. I have to say though, I think you are completely right. When we miss class and have to catch up, it just leaves you disconnected from what’s going on in school. Last year, I had been sick with covid for weeks at a time, and at home it got to the point where coming back into the ‘fold’ of school meant getting through this massive block of homework. This year I have tried to stay on top off my classes, and I have come to also realize how much more interesting school can be when you get to learn and have fun with other people.

    What you said about learning from the college application process is also something that stood out to me. A lot of the small things in our lives that we take for granted like our friends and family have actually played such a huge role in shaping us. It made me think of this study I read a month or so ago that talked about how by 18, something like 90% of the time you spend with your parents is already over. That means that everything we have done so far with them is the majority of the things that will ever happen between us and them. It really does give a perspective on how to appreciate what you have.

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  3. hhitzeman December 21, 2022 at 10:00 pm |

    great post Alan–glad you recovered!

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